Of Captain Wentworth, Darcy and Gilbert Blythe

All I can say is that I'm in love with fictional characters. First there was Mr Darcy. Then Gilbert Blythe. Now Captain Wentworth..........

I am re- reading Persuasion by Jane Austen now. I'm just taken aback once again. I can't wait to finish reading the novel so I can re- watch the movie again!!! ( It's just my principle )

Persuasion is my second most favourite novel by Jane Austen. First being Pride and Prejudice of course. This story is quite different from Pride and Prejudice. Persuasion is rather a heart breaking novel to read in the beginning. Anne Elliot was persuaded to reject the then poor, no high status Mr Wentworth. He was heart broken, and after 8 years, he returned. He was determined to marry any other woman other than Anne Elliot.  But somehow, you can't lie to yourself about your true feelings. And my oh my, I really love how both of them revealed their feelings towards each other. And the letter!!!! My goodness...........

When I watched the movie a few months back, I was basically dreaming away .......... Captain Wentworth is so handsome!! ( The actor of course...... )

Ah~~~


Mr Darcy swept my heart away the moment I finished reading Pride and Prejudice. He is a classic example of my favourite hero. Even though he was prideful in the beginning, he was willing to change. Furthermore, he helped his rival- Mr Wickham, giving him money and persuading him to marry Lydia. He was also so gentle to Elizabeth. I really love their chemistry together. This novel reflects the process one has to go through to search for true happiness.

Mr Darcy is not the type of man that will capture your heart immediately. You will hate him at first, but slowly his actions, his gentleness will melt your heart away.


Next, it's Gilbert Blythe!!!! This guy was such an attention seeker during his childhood days. The way he pulled Anne Shirley's hair and calling them " carrots"...... Tsk tsk....... But that's how the story begins..... Who would ever thought Gilbert Blythe would come out top of the class and eventually became a DOCTOR!!!! If only I can meet a guy like him nowadays, it would be so fun!!!

I like how their friendship bloomed into courtship. =) It's so sweet!! =)

My three best hero thus far. I may put Mr Knightley in the list too. We'll see.

Billy : The Early Years

My blog is slowly becoming like a site for movie reviews...... Well in just one week time, all these things will come to a halt...... School is reopening..........

While browsing through some movies on the Internet, I came across a movie made on Billy Graham, the evangelist. Since I happened to know about him, I decided to watch this movie.

I think this movie is made up of 60 % fact, and 40 % fiction. I have to constantly check on the true details about Billy's life as I watched the movie. It is told by a third person, Charles Templeton, who was once a preacher that became an atheist. He was also Billy Graham's best friend. His life was really a sad one.

This movie centers on how Billy became convicted in his heart at a young age to know more of God's love and knowledge. How God directed to the right woman, who is beautiful but yet so spiritual at the same time, and how he remained firm even though his friend Charles tried to persuade him to embrace atheism.

This movie is really an eye opener. It also gives me the thought of having faith , and to just believe in God. Even though our God is an ever loving God, he is also a God of justice and wrath. We can never comprehend the wonders of God.

Real young Billy Graham 

As portrayed in the movie

While you were sleeping

My initial thought when I saw the name of the movie : Is this a thriller? Scary movie?

When I watched the beginning : No, this must be a romantic comedy.... What thriller/ scary movie will play " This will be" at the very beginning? Come on, Sandra Bullock does more comedy than thrillers, right?

When I was watching half way through : So, who will win her heart? The sleeping guy or the other guy? Well it was suppose to make no difference as both guys are brothers, both are , good looking ......

When I was watching 70 % way through : Now what? What are they gonna do?

When I finally finished the movie : Owh.......... this is so sweet.........

Hahahaha, that was how I feel ( literally ) throughout the whole movie session. At home.

To be very honest, I was searching for some clean, decent romantic movie, and Mr Google suggested this movie. So, I watched it.

Did I enjoy it?
Yes.

Was it predictable?
 Not really. ( She liked the sleeping guy at first , but you know what happened next.... now it's getting a little predictable here )

Will I watch it again?
Maybe.

I am not a fan of Sandra Bullock, but I think she did a good job in this movie. I like the idea that she fell in love with Peter ( the sleeping guy )'s brother  ( Jack ) while he was sleeping. That's how they come out with the title......

Annie

I know, I have been using the holidays very  " wisely". Instead of filling them with REFERENCE BOOKS, ( Actually I did, not much though...) , I spent a lot of my precious time reading and watching a couple of nice movies. As a matter of fact, I watched a lot, but I saved some of the best for blogging of course. =)

Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love ya tomorrow, tomorrow's a day away!! Ah, this song really spreads out the positive vibes in me! I remembered I watched this movie a long, long time ago, and I decided to watch it again! And once again ( drum rolls) , a big thank you to youtube!!!

Annie is a girl that I hoped that my daughter will be. Please, not the orphan please....... But her , her character, her strong determination that she deserves a better life, she can be loved, she can love , her ability to sing  and charm everyone with  her genuine smile............

I always love movies with songs, and I don't see why I will not remember this movie. There's one song-- Easy Street, it's pretty catchy, and a little funny........  The movie has nice dances and most importantly a great message behind it. Everyone needs to be loved.

To me, a good movie is one that leaves you thinking about it, talking about it, and making you want to watch it again! Annie is such a movie! =) Highly recommended!

It's a wonderful life

This movie is rated as one of the best films ever made, and it is hugely acclaimed as one of the movies you should watch during Christmas. Well, since Christmas is just in one week time, Yours Truly seized this opportunity to watch it. Thank God for youtube, plus this version that I found is in colour!!! =)

This movie is just a classic, and it's just my cup of tea. Actors and actresses that speak with an attractive accent and charisma, songs, funny antics and just pure romance. ( well a little kisses now and there, but it's still bearable....)

This movie really reminds me to be thankful and grateful of who we are, and the greatest gift that God has given to us-- our life.  James Stewart is such a man that always puts others interest above oneself. He had a wonderful family, but one day he faced a major financial crisis that simply just tore his hope away. He began to reflect upon his oh so pity life........ One of his ear went deaf, he couldn't make it to college, he missed the chance to travel around the world, and the list goes on and on........ He also took this anger upon his family. Depressed, he went to the nearest bar and got involved in a fight. He eventually seek help from God to show his THE WAY.  Which brings us to the very beginning of the movie, where a conversation took place between a group of angels, where Clarence, a second class angel ( LOL ) who haven't " earned" his wings was summoned too go down to Earth to stop James Stewart from committing suicide.  As James was preparing for his " final destination", Clarence pretended to be drowned, and James being James saved him, and Clarence " saved" James too! =)

             James and his guardian angel-- Clarence

To remind James of his wonderful life, Clarence showed him how everything would be without him. It was horrible, his hometown was a place of immoral activities, his friends couldn't recognized him, he had no wife, no children, his brother died as he was not there to save him, his mother was a bitter widow, and put it in plan words, it was a DISASTER!!!!

James soon realised that he had a wonderful life, and it would be so foolish to give up his life just because of a financial debt of 8000 dollars. He quickly went back to the bridge and shouted " I want to live again" And live he did, he got back his wonderful life! Back at home, the officers are prepared to arrest James as he needs to go to jail. But James was overjoyed that he couldn't be bothered about it. His wife, Mary returned with the people of his hometown giving their money to support him. Even his friend in New York, Sam sent him money worth 25 000 dollars!!  James Stewart is now the richest man in town!!  Towards the end of the movie, the crowd sang Auld Lang Syne , as Clarence earned his wings!! =)

I was so close to crying as the movie ends! =)

James Stewart

Mary Stewart, as a young girl she had a huge crush on James, saying that she will love him till the day she die...... She eventually became his WIFE~~

I give this movie : 9/10 =)

Blessed Christmas in advance everyone!! =)

A special email

So, I decided to email Uncle Soo Ewe Jin, a journalist from the Star yesterday, and voila surprise surprise he replied me!!!


Hi Mr Soo, I am an 18 year old girl from Seremban..I look forward to your articles -  Sunday Starters every week. Not only I am amused and amazed, and sometimes your articles just make me think out of the box.  I once had that dream to be a journalist, but reality bites....... You have to be the BEST to secure a job nowadays, and I don't think Malaysia's education system is perfectly balanced in a sense that it gives more priorities to those in the Science field. Your articles always inspire me, and I count myself blessed that at least despite the fact that I'm doing Form 6 Science Stream, I have MUET lessons. =) Through your articles, I learnt many quotes, vocabulary and it really helps my writing. So, thank you very much, Mr Soo. =)

One of my favourite article of yours is Seeing the real treasure of this blessed land we call home. =). It is such a beautiful piece of work. =) Well, I must say that after reading your article, I had that sudden urge to travel around the world in 80 days! LOL.......

I'm looking forward to your articles to come. Perhaps you can write about your school life? I used to enjoy school life, until the burden of performing well and the too examination based education system simply " kills" my passion to study. Have you watched the movie 3 Idiots? That's what I think about our education system now- merely producing photocopy machines.....  However, I am not that pessimistic of the situation , I have friends, teachers and family to guide me along, and of course God who is always beside me. =)

I hope this email will enlighten you and encourage you, sir. It has been a great pleasure reading your articles. =) Wishing you and  your family a blessed Christmas! Take care and God bless! =)


Joycelyn Ong


Here is the short but sweet reply.


Thank you. Always nice to receive mail from my young fans. :) some people think my articles only appeal to the uncles and aunties, but I am thankful young readers like you not only appreciate the simple reflections I share, but take the trouble to connect. I think you should explore possibilities of being a journalist. Some of the best writers come from science background, like me. .:). A MUET teacher told me she uses my articles for her lessons. I like to write simply so I can communicate to others and not just speak to myself. This Sunday i am writing about teachers, so hope you will enjoy it. A blessed Christmas to you and family too.

God bless.

Ewe Jin (uncle to you)


Ahhh, how do you spell a satisfying sigh...... =)

Up

I've been waiting for a long time to watch this on free TV. ( Not so of a typical teen,eh? )

Heard that it was a nice movie, CARTOON movie. Hmmmmm........

It's a heart warming story about puppy love, marriage, adventure and that old famous , cliche theme of helping each other. Helping each other even though you barely know each other and " adopting" animals along the way.

Watching this movie also sparked a thought in my head, Starting an adventure book. =) Am starting to gather the photos, and sketches, what so ever now....... =)

I give this movie a 4/5 rating. =)

I wish I'll meet someone like Carl Fredicksen.


I think I'm like the young Ellie. =) Hahaha....... Always pretending to be somebody else, like some people who travel around the world...........

 Oh well, adventure knows no bound. It is subjective and speculative. =)

Amazing Grace

I remembered watching a small part of this movie at a friend's house some years ago. Amazing Grace, as most of us know is a beautiful hymn written by John Newton, who experienced a transformation in his spiritual life. It was only till yesterday did I realise that it was somehow related about slavery, and the will of a man named William Wilberforce to abolish it.

Amazing Grace is a heart warming movie that talks about how God can use a man who is " in" the world to carry out His work. William Wilberforce is a very popular MP, and has a promising career ahead of him. At one point of his life, he is at a cross road , where he is prepared to let go of his career in politics to pursue theology. However, his friends, including the then Prime Minister of England, William Pitt, persuaded his to stay on his course and to fight against slavery. He did, for more than 10 years, introducing the Bill in Parliament, much to the dismay of his fellow MP members. It was such a tough battle that Wilberforce himself became ill, and his friendship with Pitt eventually stained. He then went back with his friend, and met a lady by the name of Barbara. Somehow they discovered their passion for the  liberation of the oppressed  and slaves, and she managed to persuade him to return to politics. And of course, they got married. =)

It took William Wilberforce more than 15 years to see his dream come true, and England eventually abolished the slave trade FOREVER. I was so close  to crying when I watched the ending. It is all about God's amazing grace that transformed man, and the whole universe. =) Highly recommended.

William Wilberforce was such a witty MP that I laughed when he made such ridiculous remarks about his opponent. He will make a good lawyer in 21st century. 

John Newton, the man that wrote the beautiful hymn, Amazing Grace. He was Wilberforce's mentor and ally. 

William' The Younger" Pitt, the then Prime Minister of England and best friend of Wilberforce.

And of course, Barbara Spooner who eventually became William Wilberforce's wife. She is played by Romola Galai, who acted as Emma. One of my favourite actress. =)

Amazing Grace, How sweet the sound,

That saved a wretch like me,

I once was lost, but now am found,

Was blind but now I see.

D- Youth Camp

I signed up for this camp, with my class mate, Jia Wearn. I actually looked forward to this camp as it is a way of relieving my stress after the oh- so - scary STPM...... Actually I wasn't quite aware of the fact that the camp is very outdoor and adventure based...... ( Yours Truly is exactly the polar opposite)

Anyway, I went there with my friend and we were somehow quite taken aback when we learnt that we're sleeping in " containers" and we need to walk to our bathroom. Not only that, we 'll need  to wash our own plates after eating. Now that  was really UNEXPECTED!! Lol........... After a short briefing we were told to change into a more casual attire so as to prepare for the wet games session. The number one task we have to do as a team is to build a raft out of bamboo sticks and all , I mean  ALL, the 18 of us have to seat on the raft, and kayak one round at the pond ........... What were we expecting actually??? I had no idea how to build a raft, but thank God we had the guys in our team that were formerly Scouts. Apparently they knew how to tie the bamboo sticks together and somehow make it happen. ( From that moment, I decided, that if I ever have a son, I'll ask him to be a Scout, no matter what, seriously ) And, off we go, kayaking and shouting, while we were all seated on the raft......  There was one occasion I fell into the pond and my leg got entangled with the rope....Nope, no  Prince Charming came and save me, and do what so ever CPR. Even if there was really a Prince Charming, he will just ask you to stay calm because you're wearing a life jacket. Hahahahahahahahahaha.......

That's our team - The Overcomers. Can you spot me ? =)

I can't believe I did this..........  It was a nice experience though..... =)

The second day was THE day!! Climbing Broga Hill was the first thing we have to do in the morning, at 5 in the morning. I didn't sleep during the first night, as it was SO cold!!! I was really shivering, and it was so tiring for me .... Now for the climbing part, it was still bearable at first, but as we climbed towards the steep hills and rocks, I almost felt that I will die there, really. I was gasping for air, and I was very afraid of height. I was sweating and was so close to crying when I climbed the hill. Thank God for Jia Wearn and the patient instructors that grabbed my hands and assured me that I can make it. And I made it through, all glory to God.
After that, what next? I didn't want to go down!!! Climbing up is scary enough, what more going down? The first thought that went through my mind is that I should have stayed at home instead........ But Pastor Timothy and the rest prayed for me, and I felt that God wanted me to indeed be an overcomer and overcome this fear that has been with me all these years. So, I decided to climb down the hill, with the assistance of the rest of course. Faith and Pastor Timothy were kind enough to hold my hands while going down the hill, and Amen indeed, I did it!!!! I still can't believe it! Next we had another session, and it was slightly better as it was no so much of a wet game. But there was one game that really made me crumble..... The balancing game, where I got so frustrated when I attempted it for the 5th time, that I burst out and cried. ( That was such an emotional one, apart from the fact that our team lost because of this game, it was also an internal battle and struggle within me) The instructor, Wyman ( May God bless him ) allowed me to continue the game by starting half way, he even helped to support me, and I made it through! He encouraged me and asked me to trust myself and God. =) After hearing that, I tried again and I did it!!
 I quickly hugged Jia Wearn after the whole drama. ( It was a bit embarrassing , but it was really tears of joy and relief )  What a day!
The third day was also a nice one, when we figured out who was our angel and mortal during the camp. Michelle was my angel ( lol, I thought it was her cousin, hahahaha ) Jia Wearn was my mortal, how easy and HARD  was that, eh? She was so close to me, and wouldn't it be so obvious if I suddenly become TOO GOOD to her? But of course, I think I played my role well. Hahaha.

I'm grateful to God for what He has done for me and my friends during this camp. Never in my wildest dreams that I expect myself to go through all these activities. I had make God so small, and even gave up on myself. But thank God He carried me and He loves me so much! =)

Little Women

* Pads on shoulder
I did it, I read this amazing Christmas present ! =)
What can I say?? It's really a very heart warming and such a satisfying book !
The story revolves around 4 sisters, namely Margaret " Meg", Josephine " Jo", Elizabeth " Beth" and the youngest, Amy. This story depicts the one year that the sisters and their mother went through without their father, as he went for war. ( During the American Civil War ) As the girls struggled and learnt how to become little women as their father hoped that they would one day be, they befriended their lonely neighbours, The Lawrence family. Jo especially, formed a strong bond with Theodore Lawrence " Laurie" as they are of the same age , and shared many similarities.

The two families helped each other through thick and thin, and considered each other a blessing. Each sister has her own distinct personality and I can't help but identify myself with Jo, the topsy turvy girl, who loves to read and write...... She is one courageous girl who dares to talk to a fierce looking old man aka as Mr Lawrence ( Laurie's grandfather)  Did I mention that she has an " unpredictable short temper" too? This is totally so me.....
Meg, being the eldest is somewhat a responsible sister and takes care of the household when both her parents are away from home. She, too has her own flaws as she sometimes get carried away with worldly things and people.... But thankfully, she has a bunch of "little sisters" to bring her back to reality. Oh, and somebody fell in love with her too.... ( I wouldn't tell here, read the book yourself! )

Beth is one character that one couldn't help but love her. She is always thinking of her family and has a gentle spirit. She is basically the peacemaker between her sisters, particularly between Jo and Amy. She is said to be quite sickly and loves to play with her dolls.

Amy is the youngest , she is very particular on how she looks and loves drawing. She was formerly known to be very selfish and not understanding, but as times goes by she learns to think less of herself and think more of others.

Can you guess who's the artist behind this? 

I really love this story. I find myself controlling my anger more frequently now, not because it's the right thing to do, but it's because I love the March sisters and I love my family. =)

Rating : 4.8/ 5

Christmas present

I am ever so gracious to my sister in Christ, Jocelyn Lee for buying this book  for me as a gift for Christmas ! =)

Little Women, and it's the original UNABRIDGED text.....!

Having reading this book half way through, my thought is this, I want to READ THE SEQUEL!!!!
I want to know what happened to the March sisters, who did they marry and did they achieve their ambitions??? ( I can predict some of the outcomes though.... having read the details on Wikepedia before....) Just keep this a secret.... Shhhh.....

I really love the cover of the book, and the story too!! Will post about the review when I finish reading it. =)

The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes

I have been doing a lot of reading lately, and this is really a GUILTY pleasure..... ( You will understand this when you are still a STUDENT....  a Pre- U student in the midst of her semester break.....)
I never thought that I will enjoy reading this book. But I guess as time goes by, I grew to love mystery and suspense. I even watch TV series like Bones, NCIS, CSI : NY etc........  Perhaps, I have become the " master" of love stories that I can even predict them before I even read them, or watch them.... =)

So, I decided to give this book a go. Plus, it's less than 10 bucks!! Worth it, I tell you, it is TOTALLY worth it!!

Sir Arthur Conan Doyle really has a way to spin his stories around with logic, imagination and a blunt sense of humour..... This book consists of 12 short stories, narrated by Sherlock Holmes's sidekick, Dr Watson. I really love the word, sidekick, it's really " trendy" Haha..... =)

Sherlock Holmes and Dr Watson are really like opposite poles, but they complement each other rather well. Sherlock Holmes has a really good observation , my,  he can basically deduce ANYTHING and EVERYTHING  by first impressions.....  He is a problem solver, very calm and creative.  On the other hand, Dr Watson has a flair for writing and of course practicing medicine. Hence, he provides a less comic effect compared to Sherlock Holmes. In my opinion, I think that Sherlock Holmes really respects Dr Watson and enjoys his company. Dr Watson, being a married man is also willing to spend his time with his bizarre yet good friend. I mean, Sherlock Holmes with his wit and quick reasoning doesn't even need Dr Watson to " assist" him, but yet both of them are considered inseparable..... Very interesting indeed. And they sometimes address each other in a " friendly" manner... Which is totally understandable, since they once lived together before Dr Watson married. Haha.......

My favourite short stories are The Adventure of the Speckled Band and The Five Orange Pips. I can't put the book down until I read the whole story. Seriously. This book is that GOOD.

Rating : 4.5/5

The Secret Garden

I feel a little guilty if I don't do a book review after reading..... Well, only during holidays I guess......

Anyway, I read The Secret Garden and I can sum it all up in 3 words. Life goes on.

It does, for the main character in the book, Mary Lennox lost her parents in India, and was sent back to England , she has a guardian, her uncle, Mr Craven. It seemed that Mary didn't have a " happy" childhood, parents were too engaged in their own world, she was pampered by her maids, didn't really have a friend......

Mr Craven, her uncle/ guardian is a successful businessman, who happens to be a hunchback and a sad man. He is a widower, having lost his wife after giving birth to their son, Colin. He simply made his work his primary excuse to avoid direct contact with anyone , including his son, Colin.

Colin is like Mary actually, lost his mother, didn't experience the love of his father since young...  He is very sickly, constantly having the fear of being a hunchback, like his father.  He too, has the tendency to be pampered and likes to order people to obey his DEMANDS. Mary calls him a young rajah - a young prince.......  ( A spoilt one....)

Together their lives somehow intersect because of the existence of the SECRET GARDEN. It was the very garden that Colin's late mother was so fond of. But poor Mr Craven was so heartbroken that he hid the key to the garden, a symbol of  hiding his heart and his happiness and memories with his wife. But Mary was so intrigued by the idea of the Secret Garden that she somehow managed to find the key to the secret garden and " convince" Colin, her cousin to explore the NEW WORLD. Of course, how can I forget, Dickon, her servant's brother that can talk to animals, and charm the animals in the garden. Dickon and Mary instantly clicked, and they really enjoy each other's presence.

I have a feeling that if this book ever has a sequel, it would certainly focus on the three of them. Mary, Dickon and Colin. A love triangle, perhaps?  You will never know......

So, grab this book and see for yourself what happened to the children, and what happened to THE SECRET GARDEN?

Ratings : 3.75/ 5

Reading and .... studying....

Should't this be a joyous occasion when you come out from the book shop with books?? Yes, it should, even though most of it comprised of reference books for studying purposes....  Ah, such is the life of a Pre- U student...........
 I got myself text books for Biology, Chemistry, Mathematics and Malaysian Studies, and of course TWO CLASSIC NOVELS !!!!!! Woohoo~~~

Love is in the air~~ literally........

Apart from the fact that I need to study.... ( I really dislike the fact when my parents ask me to study all the time....) I understand that I NEED to.... but really I am sometimes losing my patience..... I know the hours I spent on my studies is comparatively less than the hours I spent on " relaxing", but when I study for one or two  hours, I REALLY study, heart and soul......  Oh, if only they knew....... ( Perhaps, they knew....?? )

The two books  that I bought are The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett and The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes by Arthur Conan Doyle. I just finished reading The Secret Garden today, and it was a pleasant  read. About the amazing touch of friendship, companionship and the  magic of believing, not giving up........ I guess this is what God is trying to tell me........ All this while....

Just started reading The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes and I am fascinated.... I like how he glues the story altogether with mystery, suspense and dry humour..... =) I'm slowly enjoying different genres of books apart from romance.....

I came across two very nice oldies today.

Smoke gets in your eyes by The Platters
And I love you so by Don McLean

=) Lovely day for books and songs , of course I studied too...... What a day~

Sense and sensibility

I have this book, and I just watched the movie. Wonderful!

Well to be honest, my first impression on this book of Jane Austen was rather boring. The book is so thick and obviously it doesn't have Mr Darcy in it. So, I didn't really take it seriously. In fact I didn't really read the book from cover to cover.... I skipped most of them, and jump to the parts where I find the MAIN characters ......  ( Sometimes, I feel as if my patience is the limit......)

Out of the blue, I thought of watching the movie to see the difference. There were many versions of movie done on this book. ( Jane Austen's books are simply amazing to be adapted into movies or drama series! ) But I chose to watch the one directed by Ang Lee starring Emma Thompson as Elinor, Kate Winslet as Marianne and Hugh Grant as Edward Ferrars.

I did not regret watching it. Maybe the introduction was a bit lengthy, but the characters were all well played. The emotions, expressions and even accents were professionally done..... Bravo!

Edwards Ferrars may not be my personal favourite Jane Austen hero, but he deserved my respect I suppose. He willingly sacrificed his rights as the eldest just to marry Elinor! And the words that he said to Elinor.... at her cottage, it was so, so touching!

" I-I've come here with no expectations, only to profess, now that I am at liberty to do so, that my heart is, and always will be, yours. "

The script is well written. I am very much impressed. Colonel Brandon is a nice guy too. If he were to exist at our time right now, he will not be as popular as some movie stars, but he has a good heart. A man with a good heart will always go far. ( At least to me.. it is....) I'm glad that he and Marianne found love in each other. ( It's rather sad to see her cry because of an immature , good for nothing man, John Willoughby )

One must not stop to believe in love and happiness..... Have faith! =)

Raising a child

Have this sudden urge to write a story about a mother who raised 7 sons, ( they are all adopted) after watching a drama and just because I feel like writing it. Writing it is easy, but raising a child  for real??

I was accompanying my sister to bed just now. And it took her more than one hour to be quiet and eventually sleep. I couldn't imagine how my parents tolerated us, especially HER( well, I don't know much about myself, maybe not too BAD.....). Patience , you gotta need a little patience. Especially as you grow older, it's not that you don't want to be patient, but your body doesn't permit you.....  I wonder how will I feel later when I have my own kids. I sure hope they will sleep as soon as possible when the light is turn off.

Raising a child is not only about making them sleep at night. It's about their health, their feelings, their studies , their future etc..... The list goes on and on.... I somehow feel that I will be nagging them when the time comes..... ( Maybe I will nag them in a cool way?? ) Everyone wants to be the good person at home, and let us admit this. Many a times, the mum has to be the BAD GUY.........

So, there goes another discovery today. I guess I shall remember this and try to be more understanding towards my parents, and of course my kids in the future.......

Apart from the fact that I studied something about the human heart , I managed to complete the Daily Three for today. Not too bad, eh? Hmmm, I hope I can really find the joy of studying once more.  =)

Facts about myself

Why would I blog about this , when I already know who I really am? The truth is, sometimes I " surprise" myself...... 

I watched a romantic comedy today. Beauty and the Briefcase starring Hillary Duff. ( Could have been a better movie if it doesn't have so much kissing and unwanted " scenes") But, still, it brings about a message, or rather a lesson. Nobody is perfect, and we can't be too quick in our judgement...... 

Facts about myself. Here we go. 

1. I love books. ( Especially classics, mystery, clean romance, Christian books!!Well basically all books except for HORROR or too MAGICAL books...... )

2. I love watching movies ( terms and conditions are as the same as above)

3. I really look up to individuals that cares about God and their parents. ( Meaning, they mind their thoughts and deeds.......) I mean I know sometimes it can be a tough time for both parents and children, but I think somethings should just stay at home..... Even if you are having the blues, it should only be revealed and expressed at the right moment and to the RIGHT  person.....

4. I love to sing. ( How can you not sing when you just feel like singing ALL THE TIME??? ) It's just a way of expressing myself. Sometimes I feel like Maria in The Sound of Music, or some Disney princesses..... Because of this fact, I made some nice friends and also made several people do the " fish eyeball effect" ( It's plain staring..... very WEIRD....)

5. I can be an introvert and extrovert , depending on situations. ( Some call this split personality, I call it originality! )

6. I can be easily annoyed and easily pleased. ( It's very easy to make me smile. You just to need to smile at me, that's it.... =) 

7. I love to be with happy individuals and also people who are " weak" yet strong! ( Like some cancer patient in hospital who remains positive! )

8. I love eating any fruits. ( Maybe not much of durian, once in a while will be lovely )

9. I love to write my own story. ( This is the consequences of the hobby of daydreaming, I guess.....)

10. I would love to meet a guy who has the same facts as me someday. ( No, we will just be friends....unless God makes something beautiful in His time.)

=)

Discover, Grow and Love

I guess this should be my motto for the entire holiday, or rather, my whole life??

Yes, this would be it.

A week, or two has since passed, and I am enjoying holiday, though I am aware of the fact that I need to  buckle up and study..... This is the confession of a Pre -U student while having her holidays........ Sigh oh dear ..... sigh.......

I have read an article about how to manage our time on Reader's Digest. ( I simply love the old ones better..... it's more compact, and more  genuine....) It talks about performing the " Daily Three" , meaning  you list down three things that you want to accomplish in a day..... I tried it, and it's quite successful!!  HAHAHAHA, yes, I'm not joking........

I tried out with this very simple example.

1. Finish my MUET homework
2. Read The Purpose Driven Life
3. Blogging

It worked, and it gives you a HUGE  sense of achievement. Seriously. ( You should try it someday....)

* This is what I discovered @ 1

By reading the Purpose Driven Life, I have also discovered about what God wants for us, the best for us! I find myself nodding in agreement each time I read this book. I couldn't be more thankful that God has chosen me to be ME, and not some random people outside there.

I came across this scripture,

" For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." Ephesians 2.10

Isn't this beautifully put?

* Discovery @ 2

Patience, this  is by far the hardest fruit of the spirit that one needs to "master". Sometimes, the people that really test your patience is, no doubt the people closest to you. ( You should  know what I mean.....) And it's not BIG matters, but simply just petty issues......
I don't know, sometimes PETTY issues do more HARM than BIG  issues..... ( at least, it is.... in my case........) I just hope I will be more patient, to whom it may concern......... =)
I think self control is tough too...... Especially when it comes to Internet and good food...... sigh...... I hope God will grant me the strength to be VICTORIOUS!  ( I watch this series, and it's really nice! )

* Discovery @3

So, now what? Growing process..... Once again, I am a part of the choir team for Christmas. Exams and school life have made me passive, and I became a couch potato...... sort of...... Somehow, I am in , this time as a conductor.... I think God is trying to remind me about the true meaning of Christmas. Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart. <3

I hope that everything  will run smoothly, all glory to God.

Love. Love is the greatest gift that God has gave us. Of course, there are different types of love in this world. I used to think that the love between a man and  a woman is amazing, BUT  now I know that nothing can ever be compared to God's love to us. There will be a sense of emptiness in us forever if God's love is not flowing in us. I remembered  what my pastor preached last  Sunday on what should we say if we meet God one day. I seriously  don't know.... I have nothing to say for myself, apart  from the fact that I haven't done enough and I am not a good person...... ( What a relieve that I am awake now....)

I felt really  bad, because sometimes  I think I am a better friend than a better daughter and sister. I hope God can fix this........... Amen.

So, Discover, Grow and together with me, alright?

Books, books, books.....

While other girls go crazy with pop singers, branded clothes and shoes, I go crazy at the sight of books!! If only I have a big library and lots of book vouchers...... My ideal present for any occasion is none other than a book... ( Apart from horror book of course......)

A . Anne of Green Gables series comprising of

1 Anne of Green Gables
2 Anne of Avonlea
3 Anne of the Island 1
4 Anne of Windy Poplars (US & Canada)
Anne of Windy Willows (Other)
5 Anne's House of Dreams
6 Anne of Ingleside
7 Rainbow Valley
8 Rilla of Ingleside

I already have Anne of Green Gables, and I am already in love with Anne Shirley and of course, Gilbert Blythe!!!!

B. Little Women. Sisterhood and a bit of romance, a great recipe for a great book. At least it is to me....
( I have read this book, looking forward to the sequel- Good Wives) =)

C.  The Blue Castle
D. Kilmeny of the Orchard
E. Northanger Abbey
F. Christian books!!! =)

1.  A Voice in the Wind by Fracine Rivers
2. Love Comes Softly series by Janette Oke

G. Sherlock Holmes series......( Have been in love with mystery and suspense lately.....)

H. The Tenant of Wildfell Hall by Anne Bronte
I. THe Untold Story by Monica Ali
J. To kill a mockingbird by Harper Lee
K. THe Chronicles of Narnia by C. S. Lewis
L. I Capture the Castle

I guess this is all for the time being.... We'll see !! =D I'm hoping someone will buy me one of these books for my birthday present or Christmas presents..... Hoping......... who knows, who knows........

Skyfall

Hold on, I know this is actually very expected but here's my thoughts about the latest James Bond movie-Skyfall.

Skyfall. An image of Daniel Craig falling from the sky. That's my initial thought when I saw the  advertisement of the movie. Can't blame it on me though, in the previous movies James Bond always have a scene where he either falls down with the help of a parachute, a rope, or what ever it is, he will just fly down and that's it. Mission accomplished.

The first scene shows James Bond on a mission in Istanbul, looking for a man who killed his fellow agent. Thus beginning the chasing game between Bond and the other man, from  the normal routes, up on the roof riding motorcycles, and playing Bob the builder on a train. How cool is that. Then the climax came when his fellow lady agent was asked to shoot the other man while both of them were fighting up on the train. M , the head of M 16 asked her to take a shot, and you all might guessed it, Mr Bond won the first prize of the jackpot! He was shot and he was " skyfalling" till he fell into a river, or sea.... Then, the song Skyfall began to play..... Very creepy...... We all thought that he was dead, but common sense will tell us that James Bond will not die.... that early in the story, right??

James Bond soon returned to London upon watching the news of London getting attacked by some unknown " individual". Apparently, his injuries during the last mission in Istanbul took a hold of him, that he failed his test to be an agent...... Double blow.......... But M lied to him, and sent him to Shanghai to find the real man behind all these things. She herself was facing some hard time personally.

( Wait, why am I telling the whole story out now??)

To cut the long story shot, that person wanted to kill M and James Bond , being James Bond had to protect her. Yes, even bringing her all the way to Scotland, and voila Skyfall-- his house! It was at Skyfall that the final battle between the bad guy and James Bond occur. Sadly, it was also the place  where M died...........
( I hope you have watched the movie, didn't mean to provide any spoilers here)

Overall, I find Skyfall very entertaining. I like the fact that it is not only chasing bad guys, going after Bond girls but it also deals with human emotions and family ties. We get to know about James Bond's sad past and his love-hate relationship with M ( played by Judi Dench brilliantly ). Well, who doesn't like a guy who wins against evil, all the time????
There is one thing that I dislike about the movie though.... The occasional not so pleasant language / words used during the dialogues...

Rating : 9/10

A Time for Everything

Tis the season to be jolly! Apart from the fact that Christmas is just around the corner, I am now enjoying my semester break! Remember my previous post? My numberone list : Finish my novel.
I have completed my novel- A Time for Everything.
At first, I couldn't think of a decent title for this novel that I have written for my best friend, Tiffany. But as I was going through the Bible, I read Ecclesiastes and saw the subtitle for Chapter 3- A Time for Everything! That was it! Although I only briefly mentioned about the title at the very end of the story, but I think it sums up the whole story. For everything to happen, there is a time for everything. Family, friendship or any other form of relationships, so to speak....
I really felt very satisfied and thankful to God for being able to complete the novel! It was as if I am on top of the world. Being an author is always my dream job! I will always write, as long as I have breath...... =)
So, let me introduce to you the characters of my book...... ( Please bear with me that this is just some suggestions.....)

Tiffany Wise, a writer for a popular magazine, Unique You in modern day, a librarian for the Johnson family in 19th century at Camellia Park

                                                       (Carey Mulligan )

Celyn Shirley, a wedding planner, owner of Amazing Grace Journey, an active " businesswoman" in 19th century, alongside Mr David Scott at Filbert Park. Best friend of Tiffany Wise.

(Gemma Arterton)

James Johnson/ James Bond, a doctor in modern 21st century, a merchant by profession, and son of Thomas and Emily Johnson, brother of Joanna Johnson, cousins of Sebastian and Amelia Watson, best friend of Mr David Scott.

(Christian Cooke )

Joanna Johnson, only daughter of Mr and Mrs Johnson. An established pianist, good friend of Tiffany Wise and Celyn Shirley, love interest of Vincent Hamilton.

( Imogen Poots)

Sebastian Watson, son of Mr and Mrs Watson, brother of Amelia Watson, love interest of Jasmine Roberts.

( Jamie Bell )

Amelia Watson, daughter of Mr and Mrs Watson, sister of Sebastian Watson, love interest of Dr William Barry.

( Kimberly Nixon)

David Scott/David White, civil engineer in modern 21st century, merchant, nephew of Matthew and Mark Roberts.

( Ben Barnes)

Jasmine Blake/Jasmine Roberts, daughter of Mr Matthew Roberts, good friend of Celyn Shirley and Tiffany Wise, resident at Filbert Park.

(Felicity Jones )

Mr James Edwards, writer and romantic poet, nephew of Mr Charles Collins

(Tom Sturridge)

Prince Andrew Eduardo, prince and merchant from Spain, fell in love with Tiffany Wise, mother is an English.

( Max Irons)

That's what I think about the casting based on first impressions. =)

Plans, plans , plans....

Exams are finally over!!! What is more exciting about this is that holiday , too is just around the corner....
My plans for holidays! Here it is.

1. Complete my novel
2. Watch some nice movies
3. Read some interesting books
4. Sleep well
5. Eat well
6. Drive well
7. Enjoy life as it is

I know, I know it's kinda boring but this is what my ideal holiday would be, lazing around at home, doing a list of my favourite things....

Travelling around the world would need to be on hold....... ;)

What about now?

I can't believe it's October now.... Now. In two weeks time, I'll be sitting for my major exam. ( Pre-U first semester) Creepy..... Maybe not.....

I know I know, I have not been blogging for the past few months, reasons being I am BUSY , BUSY  and you guess it right BUSY....... I guess this is a life of a student, right?

Looking at my previous blog post and some of the blogs that I'm following, I'm very happy that  I made the choice to blog. Honestly speaking, I do have a special and amazing feeling for words.
*It's only words, and words are all I have to take your heart away.........*

Enough of  some long winded intro, I'm here to enlightened you guys on what is going on now.....The subject is of course Yours Truly.....

It is a roller coaster ride, with new environment, new friends, " new" grades...... Sometimes, I don't even know myself...... But through  it all by God's grace, I am slowly seeing the light, the source of my strength. If not for God, I can't imagine what will I do......  Studying is a responsibility that everyone needs to embrace, like it or not, this is how the system works. I'm still adjusting my sail in this journey. I wonder what hurdle will come next??

Of course, I have not forgotten my books and movies. They are my continuous stuff for entertainment. Nowadays, I truly treasure the joy of laughter. Seriously.
I've been working on a book lately, that deals with time travelling and so forth....... Not to change the future , but in a way to experience things .....( I'll just write it out..........after my exams of course....)

Falling in love is a little out of question now, because I have so many things to think about. I am constantly reminded by Him that no greater love can  be compared to His love.

After all that has been said, all that is left is actions  that need to be taken. I really appreciate your prayers for me and my family for this one whole month. God bless you too, even as you are reading this.

I strongly believe that when something good fades away, something good is on the way. =)

Hero

Yesterday, I witnessed the birth of a true hero, a sports hero that will always be the pride of my nation, Malaysia. Ladies and gentlemen, Lee Chong Wei. =)

An ordinary person, who is extraordinary in his own way.

Yesterday was the Olympic badminton final 2012, and my oh my what a game!! I have never watched something like this before!!!!

Everyone was hoping to see a spectacular final showdown and nobody was disappointed. The match practically set our hearts on a roller coaster ride. The marks were so close........

Tough fight, arch rivals on court , friends forever

Chong Wei lost to Lin Dan in a rubber game......

It was such a long journey for him. Chong Wei almost couldn't make it for the Olympics!!! When he was playing against Lin Dan ( again) during the Thomas Cup, he sprained his ankle!!!!

He had to stop training and undergo stem cell treatment, and goodness before he played any game, he had to take painkillers!!!!

Oh yes, we are of course sad that he didn't make it, but imagine our feelings when we saw him crying on television....... My oh my.......

But I am so proud of him!!!!!! He is indeed our hero!!!

He won our hearts, we love you Chong Wei!!!!! =)

Letter to Chong Wei

Dear Chong Wei,

Thank you, really a big thank you for making us Malaysians so proud!!! Thank you for giving your best , in spite of all the things that you have been through. Thank you for not giving up , thank you for the past commitments, practices, smashes and hard work. I can assure you it is well paid off. You are truly a precious diamond that Malaysia has ever produced !! We love you!!!

Please, please don't feel bad about the game. I personally feel that it is one of your best game!!!You have let us witness the spirit of One Malaysia, and thank you for making yourself available for badminton!! Thank you for everything!!!

As for now, I think you truly deserve a good, long rest. I believe there are more to come in this colourful journey of yours. I am happy for you that you and Lin Dan are friends( yeah, it seemed so unbelievable....). Of course, next year is your big year eh???

Congratulations!!! 

Finally,

Dato Lee Chong Wei,

May God bless you and your family abundantly with His grace and mercy,

May you find rest and peace in Him, 

and may the joy of the Lord be your strength now and forever.Amen.

Malaysia loves you, Lee Chong Wei!! <3

Actions speak louder than words

Let's face it, we girls love to hear sweet talks..... About how beautiful we are, how smart we are and that our prince will love us forever. But words are just words, they do not carry weight if they are no followed by actions. Solid actions. It's extremely easy to say that you love a person when he or she is " perfect", what about 20 years later, or when something unpleasant really happened???

It is always safe to back up your statements with real -life example. I got myself one.

Selina Ren, from the group, S.H.E. She suffered from serious burnt injuries during while shooting  a drama musical.

Before : Youthful, beautiful, cheerful

After : 53% body parts burnt, became plump, had to wear nylon tough material all the time, couldn't walk for  a long time.

Before that, she had everything. Looks, talent, and a prince, whom she was engaged to. A dashing young lawyer.

After that, her career ( singer)  was in jeopardy..... There's a high possibility of her not even surviving!!!!! ( Let alone walking or even getting married!!)

Her father described her critical condition : Both her legs looked like Lady Gaga's meat attire, with burnt and dead skin wrapping over her flesh. It was plain disgusting. 

They were suppose to be married that year itself, but the fire stole their dreams.  Everyone was equally sad for Selina.

But Selina herself may not know this then, that her choice to get married to the lawyer was indeed one of the best choice made in her entire life. 

That lawyer, means what he says. He demonstrated his love towards her  through his actions that he indeed love her for who she is. Never a single day did he leave her alone, he massaged her, hugged her, assured her that he will NEVER LEAVE her. 

Even though Selina's father repeatedly  asked him to break their  engagement , but he paid him no heed. And that man, the man who barely shed a tear in the past, became a cry baby because of her.

God's grace is so wonderful that Selina has recovered gradually  and they are now both happily married. Perhaps some might say that their marriage will not last long or what so ever, but I offer my sincere prayers and best wishes to them.  The fact that he is willing to take care of her during that period is something beyond any logic in this world. Oh, Selina is so blessed to have a man like him.!

So guys, don't just talk about words. Don't just tell us " I love you" and pretend that everything will be fine. ( I mean continue to say that, but back up your words with actions!! )

=)

Teachers

I have a strange yet amazing relationship with teachers. How true is this statement when my mother is a teacher? Not to mention, my aunt and my uncle!! Lo and behold, even Yours Truly is thinking of becoming one as well.

I wrote something like this today : Teachers are like mothers. They see through your thoughts and know where you really are at that present moment.

They seriously do.
Today my Maths teacher, Madam Zainah told me this, if you choose to switch off your mind during any class, you will lose interest and you will lose your focus. How true is that. I have to admit the fact that it is somewhat a challenge or a struggle to really enjoy Maths as it is. I have my lack of confidence to blame on, or rather pride regarding this matter....... I really am trying my best to like Maths. Like, not LOVE.........

This year is a big year for me, a major test this November and end of first semester and  bid au revoir to 18 years of my school life!! I know, time flies but we are the navigator!!

Gotta really work it out!!  By preparing  myself physically and mentally!!  It sounds so hard, but

Learnt a couple of things today. I am not giving up that easily, because God will never give up on us.

Finally, a tribute to all teachers. =)

Unusual truth

Today, I borrowed a book from the school's library. It was a new experience to me as I have to go through several processes to actually get a card and borrow a book. ( Did I mention that I had to pay 3 bucks for the card?)

Anyway, here is the book.

Interesting read.

The book was written in a diary form. Hence, it is not heavy and dull. Of course, the main character is Princess Isabel of Castilla. I have learnt about her and her husband, Fernando during my previous History lessons, but this book really helped me to discover another side of her. Well, nobody is perfect. 

Isabel has an interesting family background and the book described the social surroundings in Castilla perfectly well. The very fact that she was betrothed to her brother's thirty three brother in law at the age of fifteen is extremely outrageous!!! What was I doing at the age of fifteen???

Studying, studying, nothing but studying for examinations!!

 * Really am blessed*

But she eventually married Prince Fernando of Argon , who is one year her junior. They appeared to be very much in love with each other and they have 5 children.
Thing about them is that even though they claimed to be Christians, they sometimes do not act like one. They kill innocent people, consult astrologers and they simply don't walk the talk.

This book is an eye opener to the rich history of Spain and their royalties. =)

Last weekend

I know this is such a late notice. But I have no choice, I was very busy and you know, sometimes words just don't come easy........

What happened?? I created memories ( not history) !!!
For the first time in my life, I actually officially debated. Yes, I entered a debate competition. What an experience!! What else, I was the first to speak and the first to " shot down" What a debate!!! Well, let's just say that we were winners at heart!! =)
Wonderful experience!! Especially when your opponent is KGV!!! They were good, and they were state debaters. Not playing any self defense here, but the three speakers from my team ( we were as new as honeydew....) We all enjoyed ourselves, thank God for everything!!

Sunday, I ran for a marathon. No kidding! I got a certificate to substantiate this statement!

Yup, I actually ran ( well I walk 98% ) for 7 km, will definitely do better next year!!

Haha, hopefully this statement will not be as short-lived like my New Year Resolutions......

Mum surprised me with a new school bag!! =) Huggies~

=)